October 2009
0 posts
oh but a last jab just for old times
baby, i hate to tell you, but i wasnt trying to make you see my way. in fact, i was trying to point out an issue i have with you. next time, i’ll just be a bitch and say it to your face. and yeah, i run to tumblr :]. and no, i dont wonder why people feel the way they do about me. and if you feel that way, then why are you still with me? why do you say how you arent yourself when you...
time for a new tumblr, unfortunately :/. but APPARENTLY, i’m being kept tabs on. how fucking weirdddd
September 2009
80 posts
Alone time is the shit <3
LOLOLOL BEST I EVER HAD
HEY, LOOK AT ME! I’M YOUR GIRLFRIEND!!!! EVER CONSIDER TREATING ME LIKE AN EQUAL? THEN MAYBE WE WOULDNT BE HAVING THIS CONVERSATION RIGHT NOW….OH WAIT, YOU STILL DONT GET IT….
…i love how tumblr gets to read my rants about my relationship >.<. just ignore me guysss
i really hope that you get that this isn’t about any stupid airline and it’s about how you always have to be right. no one can just stray from your ideals without being wrong. oh, and that isnt solely opinion/thought based either- it’s looks based an identification based and just about anything that isn’t in our realm based. it gets realllyyyyy annying after a while.
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despite the fact that the statement i just made was a joke…its depressingly true. things have changed so much and i’m just realizing it…
…home sweet home…. :/
It’s great to be a Michigan Wolverine…
IT’S GREAT TO BE A MICHIGAN WOLVERINE <333
Fuck this. I’m back in DTW waiting for a flight “home”….goddamn it, I AM HOME!! Obviously someone didn’t get that fucking memo. Michael Giammalvo, you are my home <3. Now baby, please save me….I don’t wanna go back…..
…it’s...
The nerdy girl in this dumb chem group needs to shutdafuckup. She graduated before I was born and is undergrad chem now…good job failure. Now stop wasting my time and give up your dreams of being a star ballerina with an engineering degree. Kbye :]
On a brighter note, I really like Michigan. It’s nice up here. Really scenic and laid back. The people, for the most part, seem really...
High heels, tight clothes, and completely dishelved loom- yep I look like the walk of shame a couple hours earlier than usual. Add in a bulging backpack to crown the picture and that’s lil ol’ me :/
for future reference
don’t be so fast to throw out plans for the night that were pretty promising for something that you don’t fully consider first. you just might be left in an empty dorm room with nothing to do for six hours… great friday night, right?
what i learned from retagging old pics
1- i looked like a baby two years ago 2- i still own/wear half of my wardrobe from when i was sixteen 3- i look best with auburn hair but blonde follows closely 4- i can’t look at myself without eyeliner without thinking i look like a boy 5- those converse i wear now? yeah i’ve had them since ‘04. 6- i can’t remember most of my life and pictures help but i still can’t...
So it just kinda hit me i live in NYC, have an unlimited subway pass, and I have a camera….supppp exploring? Lol. Can’t wait to finish classes for the day so I can run aroundndndndnd
I think I thrive off of feeling like this. When I feel so small and dependent and just want to grab onto the one I love and scream my lungs out just because that’s all I can to do show how I feel. When I get those chills down my arms and my mouth tenses and salivates. All my msucles are ready to react in some way, but I just inhaledeeply and bask in the feeling. And then it slows down to a...
its funny, when i finally call you out on it, and bring the REASONING into all of it, you go pussy and run. can’t stand not being seen as the innocent one? so saddddd
honestly
anywhere is better than here…i can’t wait to leave
i want...
to be swept off of my feet
to not have to feel obligated to entertain 100% of the time
to not feel badly about myself after our conversations
you to act like yourself all the time and not put on facades
my feelings to matter
a date. i can’t remember the last time i’ve had an actual one of those.
to feel like the girl in the relationship more than once in a while
not to be so...
im sick of the way you treat me.
boys are absolutely ridiculous and are such pains sometimes. really, why is it that i always end up dependent on them?
another post about the cunt
THIS ISNT ABOUT YOU AND ME! STOP FUCKING ACTING LIKE IM JUST BEING A BITCH FOR NO REASON! EVEN IF YOU DONT WANT TO ADMIT ON YOUR STATUS THAT I ACTUALLY HAVE A POINT BECAUSE YOU CANT FUCKING REFUTE IT, JUST STEP UP AND DO THE RIGHT THING!!!! THIS IS NOT ABOUT YOU SO SHUT THE FUCK UP!! OMFG, IM GETTING BEYOND FED UP WITH YOU!!! STOP ACTING EVEN YOUNGER THAN YOU ARE! IF YOU WERE OLD ENOUGH TO...
its kinda sad how much potential you guys had and how much you waste it. i really wish one of you would step up and turn it into what you COULD BE. but really, at the rate and direction you’re going, it’s self-destruct in 10…9…8….
Try convincing yourself that an empty bed is actually a good thing at three thirty in the morning after you’ve once again forgotten what it feels like…I hate being alone :/.
myotherhalf<3
To Dallas, because my facebook shit keeps...
I really wish you had the fucking nerve to own up to your bullshit. Yes, I may be a forward catty bitch but at least I’m a decent person. And it’s funny that people try to jump in or “cool things off” when we both know that you and I have a good reason to be in this stand off. And I don’t care if I shouldn’t be calling you out because in my book, I have every...
honestly, i really don’t feel like backing off. i really don’t like her. i’ll do as i please.
i deleted all my obnoxious shit cuz i was asked to…damn
i have until the end of next week to send in apps….shitfuck XD
possibly starting things with some chick who i probably shouldn’t….but wait, since when has that ever stopped me? I am too outspoken for my own good, eww.
Ironically, “She’s A Lady” by FTSK came on just now. Really, the timing of my songs are just perfect tonight. Good job iTunes! I lovelovelove how that was dubbed my song xD
“The sarina, in her natural habitat, has approximately twelve personalities....”
– Nikki
“close your eyes
rest your head
and dream of all the nights we will spend...”
– Asleep in My Arms (Lullaby)
Pink sunset behind already illuminated skyscrapers by the water…I hope it’s as gorgeous for you tonight <3
I am honestly amazed at how Michael made everything better by just a few short minutes on the phone. I didn’t think that would be possible in general…
ohshit
i gotta actually put another portfolio together….AGAIN. haha transferring to art school is gonna suck balls >.<
I really don't understand
mollyx:
why there is so much hate in the scene. Like, shit, I was so happy to be surrounded by all of these people earlier this summer, and now I realize everyone fucking hates eachother. Everyone fucking rags on everyone else’s opinions and originally and everything, shit. Everyone is such a twat bag to each other, why can’t you just fucking chill. So what if you’re a hardcore kid and someone...
fuck this. i’m going to art school. i may like to pretend that’s not where i want to be, but it really is. kthnxbai.
hahapostexplosion
i want to write and take pictures like whoa right now…can i do either? not particularly >[
about five minutes ago
i realized that i have no idea what i want to do with my life… possibilities? Endless. In all honesty, it practically is. and that sucks when i’m supposed to be applying to a college for next year so i can actually be somewhere that can support my needs and wants. what happens when you.don’t.know.what.they.are.
I want to be free. That’s what I want with my life. I...
I still drew panda and coon when I was bored in class
waiting for him to make it official on facebook. i don’t know why im so defective that no one ever wants me for long term. i guess promises are just empty words after all.
have you ever felt that if the ceiling began to fall down, and you probably still had at least a decent chance to survive if you ran for it, you’d just sit there to watch an laugh? No, you haven’t? Well then i guess it’s just me…
I DONT EVEN WANT TO GO!
fuck :(
seeing as im in college now, why can’t i escape high school drama? ahahaha, once again, i’m cheating on michael with keith…since i started going out with him. hm, that doesn’t sound familiar at ALL! oh shut up kids. im really sick of all of you and wish i could just bash all your skulls in.
get this
ryan farrell was in my dream last night…. he was a magician at a vegas resort i was at and when he tried the trick where the dove gets set on fire, it exploded into a fire-dragon. in the end, it was him, matt, yuffie from FFVII, this black dude, and me who made it to circus circus and it was the weirdest fucking place ever. and then ryan was able to walk upside down and we were all...